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[21 Sep 2005|04:58pm] |
It's funny how I never seem to take serious things quite so serious until it's all of a sudden happening and taking over everything. Yet with tiny insignificant things I completely freak out and drive myself insane over. I don't get it.
So, the hurricane is coming and apparantly people are now staying at our house from Houston or something. This is just crazy. I honestly didn't think it was going to effect us too much but now we might get tornadoes and flooding. Ahhghhgghkd.
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[11 Sep 2005|08:12pm] |
Blahhhh.
Having a stomach virus stinks.
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[07 Sep 2005|04:04pm] |
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Good to know we are all so easily forgotten.
So thank you. For making me realize that this is how it will be from here on out.
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[23 Aug 2005|11:36am] |
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It's amazing that at one point in time, I was able to write paragraphs upon paragraphs in this thing and somehow feel accomplished in a weird way. Accomplished as if I had things to share that others would find interesting, but now it's my only resort out of boredom and one of the many insignificant, pointless things I do until it is time to go to work once again. However, I honestly do love my job and am okay with this. So here is my life as of the last week.
( what I love )
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[08 Aug 2005|08:52pm] |
Well, we finally got the internet hooked up. We have now moved and live in a house which is very nice. You should come over and hang out with us.
Thank you Sara for giving me a discount on shoes today. It was very nice of you and very appreciated. :)
Other than that, nothing new worth writing about. I work a lot, and take care of kids. I need a job that pays more but I like my job too much to just leave. Weird, huh?
If anyone wants to send me any mail (hint, hint) my address is 1016 Springcreek Denton, Tx 76210. I want someone I can write to or to write me. Nick Horten, you are first on my list. And then Brittnee because I miss her a lot lately.
When did my posts get so ridiculously boring.
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[01 Jul 2005|04:30pm] |
My birthday is soon. I got my first birthday present today in the mail and that was exciting. (Joe's mom and his sister) I really do enjoy birthdays a lot...of course it won't be anything like it has ever been, but still...it's a nice break from things I suppose. Plus, it's also nice to know how much people really do care. Everyone needs that every once in awhile.
24 days until I get to move.
(Didn't I do this last year too?)
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[24 Jun 2005|01:51am] |
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My birthday is coming up and that's exciting. It's a little sad though realizing your birthday list is incredibly difficult to make once you get older, and it starts to include things such as household appliances and necessities...who knows, maybe it will be a surprise. It's seriously amazing how different this birthday and this time of year are completely different than the last. Sometimes it's just too much to take in.
Twenty years old is weird. My life has truly become many things I never thought it would. The good and the bad. It seems I grew up, but at the same time I was forced to deal with things that I don't know how to handle...so I'm still sitting here like a child slowly learning about the terrible secrets of life people tried so hard to protect you from. I hate it. I'd give anything to be that child and be oblivious to it all. Those things that make you doubt everything, and wonder what you really are and what the point actually is. I just don't understand how this whole concept works. Do you just get used to the letdowns in life or do you turn them into better things? And if so, I just don't know if I can do that because it wears you down to the point you can't look at their faces or hear their voices without hurting and knowing this is not how it always was. You became what was left of something, and you will never have it pieced together again because this happens. And I just can't seem to find the good in it. Especially when it keeps you up at night and when you want to smile it pulls your cheeks down again and makes you realize you're fucked up for awhile until you learn to just deal. It's just very silly and frustrating, ya know?
Anyway. So. It's late and I very rarely stay up late these days since I'm a working/learning girl. Although it is summer and all. It's down to one month until we move, but there is a slight chance we will be living in a house instead which could lead to a very interesting year with roommates and what not. Also, I have recently just discovered where our long lost remote of 2 months has been. Apparantly Ashley has a problem she was unaware of and slipped it into her purse one evening to take home for her own enjoyment. Why is it that this seriously just made my night, ha...what a crazy way to find a lost remote.
It's almost been a year and I don't know any other news better than that. <3. Without him, I probably would have fallen apart already.
P.S. John, we miss you. I realize I talk and gossip to you more than I do anyone else on this planet and I like that a lot.
Oh, and Nick I miss you too. And we kicked your ass. (or so I heard)
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[30 May 2005|10:26pm] |
Life is busy. But definitely going well.
I don't get to talk to all you guys as much as I use to, due to internet failure and what not...but just know that I do think about you guys often and miss you. It won't be too long before we spend time together again.
So, new things. Not too many it seems. Picked out some furniture that will soon be purchased for the apartment we move into the end of July...bought a microwave...and a game cube so now Joe and I are really living it up. And there's been this recent obsession with fitness. We'll see how long it lasts. That pretty much explains everything.
The internet frustrates me to no end. As do people and I still can't decide if change is good or bad.
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[13 Apr 2005|02:56pm] |
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Hey guys.
I don't read/write on here anymore, but today is one of those days. Those days that drag on. Mainly because the one person I spend all of my time with is at work, and everyone else is busy. Blah.
So whats new. Uhm. I'm incredibly happy lately and most of you know, that's fairly new. School is almost over and that'll be nice. Then off to Michigan, and Florida later in the summer for a lovely wedding. Oh! And a new apartment in August! I hate my roommates so this is going to be fantastic. Everyone/anyone can come over and stay forever with me and Joe. Promise.
I/we miss John Wilcox a lot. He should be the first to come visit.
I also miss Krystal and Brittnee because you two make me so happy and very rarely am I around girls. (Other than Ashley of course.) Geez. I really miss my friends a lot. We will come visit Longview soon, I promise.
There was no point in this other than to say, I miss you all...and Joe does as well because he talks about it all the time.
Every else we love: can we have a party once school is out, because it is very much needed. Anyone??
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[25 Feb 2005|12:32pm] |
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Hey guys.
I cut my hair off. And Joe waited.
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[15 Feb 2005|12:43pm] |
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Well, I thought it was a very nice day.
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[07 Feb 2005|12:15pm] |
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Happy Birthday Ashley! I hope you have a good day and call us tonight for your present. <3.
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[25 Oct 2004|11:09pm] |
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Speeches suuuuuuuuuck.
One day less than a month until I get a break from school and a break from being unhappy. Finally.
I'm excited for Christmas time. I'm ready for the semester to be over, so maybe things can be further along than they are now. I need a change so bad because it's just become so ridiculously hard lately. It's just not me at all. I don't know what else to say about that.
I'm going on a date with Ashley this weekend. That's cool. I'm scared for how the rest of the weekend is going to turn out.
I miss my friends in Longview. I know I should be going there this weekend to see you guys, and I really am sorry that I'm not. Just know that I miss you terribly Krystal, Brittnee, John, and Talan. I really really do. I'm always the one to talk about not wanting to drift apart from the people that matter the most to me, but it's almost starting to feel like that is happening. Just understand Krystal that I will fix it soon. I'll figure out a way to come visit, and hopefully things won't be as hard as they are right now for much longer. I love you and I miss you.
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[20 Oct 2004|12:27pm] |
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Fuck you communications class.
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[16 Oct 2004|01:02pm] |
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I had no idea today was sweetest day. (or bosses day but who cares about that) I got flowers delivered to my apartment this morning and I don't think I've ever been happier. I just can't believe it. Even though things have been difficult lately, I really am so lucky. So thank you.
<333.
Happy sweetest day to yooouuu too.
P.S. Anyone wanna go to fright fest for Halloween??
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[22 Aug 2004|01:23pm] |
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Good times. Funny times. Sometimes
life really does amaze me.
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Waiting is hard. Real hard.
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[17 Aug 2004|01:34pm] |
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So, yesterday I went job hunting with Sara, Amy, and Leo. Sara and Amy had a job within the first hour while Leo and I were left with NOTHING. This is going to be a bit difficult I think.
Things are funny right now and definitely not how I had expected them to be. I like it though. It's weird knowing things won't be the same ever again. For some reason, it seems like everything is slowly on its way to being right for once.
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[16 Aug 2004|12:37pm] |
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So. I am now back in Denton and have finally finished moving into the apartment. Come over. Except don't expect to eat because all we have is strawberry cake and queso.
That's really all I have to say. I'm happy, yet I know pretty soon I'll realize all the things I always knew were there aren't anymore and what do you do when your life isn't as predictable as it always was?
Hm. : )
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